Hello fellow cult members: looking for a little encouragement here so please be nice.
BACKGROUND: I relocated to my home country (Australia) in 2022 after 10 years living the tax-free expat dream. Though I was employed full time, I moonlighted freelance work throughout the ten years - and have kept that up since returning.
I'm single, no kids, and pushing 40. I am happy to say I've built up a little mountain of savings/investments and FIRE is within reach (5 years, maybe less).
THE SITUATION: I was recruited from overseas for my current full time job, and it has not turned out to be what was promised (ie. clients I relocated for had left the company and they hid it for the first few weeks from me etc). I finished a Masters in 2021, and now none of my clients relate to that field which is my passion (aviation) so the degree is starting to feel like a waste.
Even more tricky, my notice period is three months, which makes job hunting quite difficult.
I find the company culture is quite toxic, and trust has been broken by the way they have treated quite a few employees (unjustified redundancies made before Christmas and so on).
I indicated intent to resign in December 2022, and was asked to please re-consider and regroup in the first week of January with HR. I had to be proactive and set up a meeting to confirm my resignation in January as I didn't hear a peep out of HR. Again, I was asked to delay - they came back to me with the offer of 80% remote work and extra annual leave (that I would need to work to accrue). I appreciate they are trying to keep me, but after being employed there for 9 months, I'm expecting more of the same empty promises.
Today, I just want to have this over and done with, and be brave enough to rip off the bandaid and resign. Yes - it is going to delay my FIRE, but work should be satisfying/rewarding, and this ain't.
Staying would accelerate my FIRE plans, and I'm scared to not have the consistent salary/superannuation payments coming in.
My plan is to continue to freelance (I bring in about $6-7K per month but it fluctuates) and once I am closer to finishing my three-month notice period with this company, I can start job hunting properly and find something that better aligns with my passion/studies/previous experience.
Any words of encouragement would be greatly appreciated - I don't have many people I can bounce this off, so help me out Mustachians!
TLDR: Quitting my job pre-FIRE because I don't like it, and I'm scared.