Everyone has been so kind, thank you. One thing I have is a huge network. I do about 300 hours of pro bono/year and I meet a lot of people. Lawyer schmoozing, lol. Anyway, I reached out. I have been overwhelmed with such warmth. Two small contractors I have worked with offered to prep my house, in and out, for only the cost of materials. My realtor offered to wave her 3%. Everyone and their brother (literally) has offered to help me move. And my two best friends are coming to help me have a yard sale next week to sell everything that isn't essential.
I made a map of every rental I could find in the school district on CList, MLS, Rent.com, and drove the streets today. The first place I went to was perfect, lol. I emailed the owner... she loves basset hounds and has no problem with two dogs and a cat. $150 fully refundable pet deposit. That's it. I am meeting her tomorrow morning because I just peeked in the windows today and we are talking money. I am bringing a pen to sign a lease and a larger deposit check than she advertised, no doubt. If it doesn't work out because of the credit score, I move to Plan B but it is a great little townhouse. 912 sq ft, 2bd/2ba, less than my current mortgage without the higher maintenance and utility costs.
I have been praying for months for a solution that felt peaceful. Other than having to pack, lol, this feels right. My son has no attachment to this house- he is keeping the dogs, his computers, his coding classes, karate, the video games, his school, and the new place has a community pool. And I would be happy to rent for a few years and stay put. He has very high-functioning autism/Asperger's and the mood disorder, he doesn't attach to places, but he does like structure. Honestly, I am trading the chaos of managing my job and this debt for the chaos of moving him, and I will have to make it work because I am miserable owing this money.
Paid for car (again), no credit cards (again), no tax debt (again), little rental house (again), lower five-figures in a savings account (again)-- it's like it is 2010 all over again! That would make me 39!!!!!!!!!!!!