Hi, everybody!
After struggling for the last five years - half of them unhappily unemployed, and part of the rest in extremely low-wage jobs - to pay off 60k in student debt, I'm finally out. I've always been careful with money - not sure I'd say frugal - except for drinking the student loan koolaid with the merry encouragement of all adults nearby, only to graduate into the pit of the recession. It still hasn't sunk in that the 66% of my after-tax paycheck I've only ever brought so far as the doorstep before sending it off again is now... mine. (Wait, what?)
But now that it feels like I have limitless income, I'm reevaluating the cost-benefit of my expenses and budget.
Rent (1br, w/insurance) $800 [1]
Utilities (water & electricity) $60*
Transport (expenses for old, small car) $70*
Phone (share of family plan, with data) $55 [2]
Groceries $100*
"Fun" (restaurants, movies, alcohol, videogames) $50*
---total budgeted $1135
Anything asterisked is an unfixed cost - I try and expect to come under budget. All told, I lived on about $13,500 last year, excluding a couple of one-time purchases I could remember offhand (a mattress, cookware.) I have a ridiculously high standard of living; I eat well, don't need anything I don't have already, and have way too much nice stuff which I'm trying to cut to half or less. In short I feel wildly excessive and spendy, which brings us to the leaks:
[1] The apartment. I think of this as my big extravagance. I COULD rent a room for $200 less but crave control of my household. Work is in an expensive but rural area of Texas so it's either a long commute, or very high rent on huge, fancy new apartments/ homes. For my $70 of transport, I commute 18mi each way, about 800mi/mo errands included.
I do actually really LIKE where I live; well-insulated, with a nice balcony and big windows. When I am honest with myself I know it's bigger and nicer than I need, but it's also true my cheaper choices - for a whole unit, anyway - are old, filthy, in a high-crime neighborhood, same distance from work. So if I change, it's going to mean a roommate; most people I know well live 20-50mi further from work. Best bet is a coworker, but they all make what I do, and very few of them want to SAVE anything at all like I do - they think I'm depriving myself in the worst way. No plans yet to cohabit with SO of 3 years.
I guess what I'm asking is exactly how stupid am I being to maintain a one-bedroom at that price?
[2] Phone. No internet at home or work except phone data - this is my link to the world. I'm unlikely to change this unless my family changes their plan.
I come from decidedly unmustachian family - the first time we applied for student financial aid I had a silent heart attack at how little my parents had ever saved, and it really solidified my view of the importance of financial sanity. I've been trying to refine further from there.
I'm also considering some kind of light part-time work - hawking half my stupidly large lifetime accumulation of stuff on CL seems like a good starting point, but I'm as much a packrat of THINGS as of dollars, so it's emotionally challenging.
So what does the mustachian community make of this? Any and all input appreciated! Tips, suggestions, words of wisdom, backhanded praise, bad puns... It'd just be good to get some perspective from people who don't think I must be either crazy or miserable spending >$1200/ mo. If you read all of this, you win an imaginary cookie.