Hello Awesome Mustachians,
I have been following MMM and other FI blogers (Root of Good, Dough Roller...) and I have been greatly inspired to start saving for the first time in my life. I am posting to share my story, offer some insight and get feedback on issues that I feel are missing from this forum and other FI venues probably because culturally you do not have those ‘issues’.
I am saving around 50% of my salary since I started following MMM in January, but I feel very bad about it.I am from West Africa and the norm in my country is to take care of your children when you’re young so that they take care of you when you’re old. My dad did that very well, I have many siblings and he was a government employee, he and my mum. I went to private school for kindergarten and elementary school and then to public school.
My dad invested all his money and energy on giving us the best education and upbringing. We were not poor but budget was tight but he still managed to put us all through private school so that we could have the foundation. He also thought us at home, we would learn how to read and write before elementary school and every evening we would do our homework, do some Mathematics exercises and some reading. During Middle school, he and my mum (mostly my mum because he was paying tuition fees) would pay for tutoring classes when we had state exams. I had a Maths, a physics/Chemistry and a French (we are French-speaking) teacher during middle and high school. During the summer he would pay English classes for us and then Computer classes when we were in High school. Which explains why I am fluent in English and a computer scientist (early exposure, thanks dad).
He was really invested in our education and we ended up all going to college. I am the second one, I have a bachelor and a Masters in Computer science, my older sister has a bachelor of Biology, a Masters of Environmental sciences and she just started her PhD on Biodiversity; she’s an associate professor. One of my younger sister has a Master of Statistics and she’s a data scientist, the other one is completing her Masters this year. One of my younger brother has a bachelor in Sociology (the most ‘difficult’ kid of the family) and the youngest is in the first year of his bachelor in Computer Science now. This is all thanks to my parents’ sacrifice and dedication to our education.
They taught us to be self-reliant. I did my bachelor in Morocco thanks to a merit scholarship, my dad would send me money for living expenses but all the rest was paid for. Later on, I came to the US on a full scholarship to get a Master in Information Systems Management and I am working as a data scientist in France now. My younger sister did her undergrad and grad studies in France, financing her studies by doing summer jobs and baby-sitting. So after high school we were almost independent.
Now onto the problem. As I said my parents took care of us and now we have to take care of them and our younger siblings as my dad retired this year and my will next year. Before coming to the US in 2012 to do my Masters, I was working home and I had a very good salary, but I was helping my dad finish his house and I was paying tuition fees for my two younger siblings. I was also trying hard to get my brother the sociologist to do something practical of his life. I did love doing that but I was getting nowhere personally and it is why I worked hard and passed the TOEFL and the GRE and got myself a Fulbright scholarship to study in one of the best schools in the US.
Now after a break (lovely baby boy), I am back to the workforce; but during grad school and maternity leave, I wished I had some savings from my six years of work. I don’t want to do the same ever again. I want to save for an emergency fund, for baby education and for my retirement which explains the 50% saving rate.
However …. My dad retired and my mum will soon. Their pension is meaningless and my sister and I are sending them money monthly. It is enough for living expenses but they might need more. They’re both often sick and we want to send them to France for treatment, my mum have bad knees and she might need a surgical operation. I want to buy a car for my older sister who is doing her PhD and not making much money as a scientist, she’s also been taking such good care of our parents while the rest of us is abroad. I also want to send my younger brother to France or Canada to complete his bachelor. To sum up, that could take all my savings and I don’t know where the balance is. Security is my number one goal but I do love my dad and if I could, I would offer him the world.
What I am doing now is saving as much as I can. I have to go home on September and I want to figure out what I will do before then. Invest some money and use some for my parents and let my brother take care of his education as his older sisters did Or do it this one time and then start saving in one or two years. Buy the car for my sister or fund my retirement account and bay education fund?
Any idea or inspiration how to solve these issues. Does anyone has the same concern? How to continue taking care of my sibling and parents while pursuing financial independence? Mostly how to get rid of the gilt I feel saving money while my sister needs a car, my younger brother a better education and my parents, better healthcare?
Thanks for reading,
GeekyGirl