I also find your feelings to be the opposite of mine you call them normal. but they are normal for you not for everyone. You get a feeling of not wanting to pump money into the market when its sitting there where my emotional side says put it in as fast as possible - i have a variable income due to tradelines and am constantly running calculations based on when credit card payments are due and live at a negative cash to credit cards owed most of the time to keep every single dollar i can invested. so maybe your normal is the norm for people but my normal is the opposite of that.
No cash emergency fund?
correct - something Often over looked by the pay down your mortgage crowd. When you are investing all of your money your taxable stashe and possibly work cash flow will reach a point where you dont need a real cash emergency fund - as stated above these are wildly inefficient - more inefficient than paying down a mortgage. So when one couples a cash stache with a mortgage paydown you're now creating a ton of inefficiency.
Most/All things in the USA can be paid with a credit card this buys me at minimum 30 days to figure out how to cash flow it. but with enough credit cards and alot of different statement dates you can effectively get to 59-61 days depending on the month you're in.
so with that being said i've posted this a few times - how to cash flow a large unexpected expense.
1. stop funding your taxable account for us this frees up around 3k per month
2. stop funding your Roth accounts - around 500 a month a month for us
3. stop funding your 401k to company match level - another 3-4k per month for us
4. use HSA funds that have been sitting there but not tapped due to paying medical bills with what would go to taxable account
5. if all this fails to cover it i'll start selling some of my LTCG share of VTSAX
in two months i can free up about 14k pretty quick. and thats if the incident was immediate and had to be paid day of.
So if you're holding an extra large cash E fund b/c of the added risk you're taking on by paying down a mortgage you're compounding a poor financial decision with another, for what is at its core a feeling of better security or a what if the market doesnt do what its always done which is build wealth efficiently.
missed one added number 4.