Happy in CA nailed it on the head for my train of thought - I've worked in the law offices. I've been the paralegal, I've been the legal secretary, I've been the office manager. And no matter how satisfactory the compensation is, or the fact that I've got my hands in the action, it's not the same. It's a constant source of frustration that I'm not the attorney. Not in the sense of being higher class, or smarter, or more authority. It's simply that I see and know what they're doing, what their job entails vs the other support positions, and *that's* what I want to be doing. And as someone said, that may have changed in the 20+ years since I was working in law offices. THings have changed, I'm sure. But, after all these years, it's still the draw for me.
After all the conversation and discussion and me doing more research, I will concur that the online Concord approach is not a good route. And after lots more thinking on that, I may be willing to make the required changes so that is isn't the only route available to me. There's still so many more steps to take before I even get to the point of deciding yes or no to pursue law. There's still undergrad requirements to finish up and secure the BA. I've heard from one program here in Oregon on that, and it's very unlikely I'll go with their program. We will see, hopefully this week, what the other program can offer. That could be a game-stopper right there.
Then there's the issue of what my husband decides to do with his career. Come back home and work full time here as a general contractor. Work for someone else around here. Follow the big money up to Spokane. Something totally different? It will be months before those decisions shake out, and that will have huge impact.
If I decide to complete BA and potentially consider law school, I will have to retake the LSAT. I did great on it last time (97th percentile), but can I repeat that? IF yes, then I can open more doors. If no, then I am out of the running, because I wouldn't have the scholarship base to make a brick and mortar school feasible.
Then, even if I do get the killer LSAT and great scholarships, there's still the question of will hubby be on board, and willing to come home to be SAHD while I go to brick and mortar. That's certainly not a sure thing.
So, there's SO MANY variables here. I am really in the very beginning stages of this. And with that said, I talked to my tax prep buddy (owns a couple of H&R Block franchises), and we talked a lot about me pursuing an Enrolled Agent designation. Do tax prep during the season, no major educational requirements to sit for the exam, online prep courses available at reasonable cost, and I could even represent clients in tax court. Maybe that's all I'm looking for - some more mental stimulation, some income, and a little bit of "litigation", LOL. I don't know. There's a lot to think about, and I'm open to it. But I have to say, the desire to be an attorney has been with me from the time I was a kid, and has never left. The ideas of helping the downtrodden in an area that is traditionally so out of reach for them, and so hard to penetrate, and so hard to get help in, is very much a draw. Elder law is something that I could be REALLY passionate about. The idea of practicing in remote areas (thinking Alaska), to help individuals with their legal needs, natives that probably have very little or zero other avenues, THAT gets my juices flowing. No, biglaw isn't my thing. Big cities, even small cities don't hold much allure. Championing the underdog, promoting justice, helping people who have no other shot - that gets me fired up. :-)
And yeah, it doesn't necessarily pay the bills, but by that stage of our lives, it's more about me re-entering the workforce primarily for my fulfillment and secondarily about adding more funds to the stashe. KWIM? Anyway, thank you all for the continuing advice, both for and against, and the reality checks! I am thinking, thinking, thinking!! :-)
MouseBandit