Hi all, checking in here. Things are really good most of the time but I'm slogging through work lately and wishing I could just pull the trigger and say "FU company!!" ... Or at least, downshift to part-time. I hate hate hate working 8 hours a day. Just not built for it. Is anyone, really?
Anyone else with mixed feelings about the market? On the one hand I'm ready to get whatever recession I'm going to experience going already. On with it. Stocks on sale and all. But on the other hand, it makes FIRE seem that much further away. I had been wavering on a milestone and had finally thought it was locked in, only to watch it erode quickly.
I calculated that if I retire in 2029 at my target with what I'm saving now, I would need a 12% average rate of return. But that's a fatFIRE number and I can't imagine not working at least a little after quitting my full-time gig. I'd need 8% to have a healthy RE or 4-5% for leanFI. This is assuming I outright blow all the preschool money I won't be paying in a year on other stuff, so my savings rate will probably go up and these numbers will change.
So, still on track, but damn, 7 years feels like a long time when I need to draft TPS reports. I need to continue working toward enjoying the process and journey.
On that front, I am really digging my hobbies lately- mainly beekeeping and reading. I reconnected with my 3yo and made intentional time with him last week while DH was out of town. I am hanging out with friends more (though this causes conflict with my Mustachian tendencies, since there is some declining invites to eat out). I have new houseplants that I might be able to keep alive. And my marriage is in a great place.
Another check-in. I don't journal here so it's interesting to look back at my posts and reflect on what's changed and what has stayed the same. It's odd to think that in May I was daydreaming about quitting. I effing LOVE my work right now. I know that can change in an instant, but for several months I have been excited for my work and can't imagine leaving anytime soon. I'm trying to soak all that in while I can because it's hard to imagine things will always be like that.
I might have been a bit cavalier when I said "BRING THE RECESSION!!!" Having been a teenager during the '08 financial crisis, I'm probably in that group of people on this forum who are sometimes referred to as those who 'haven't even been through a real recession', 'don't know what it feels like to keep dumping money in during a REAL downturn', etc. While I'm confident that I won't have trouble continuing to plow that paycheck into VTSAX, the prospect of doing this for potentially years gives me some disquiet. I am worried about my savings rate dropping due to rising energy/food costs, house repairs, taxes, etc. I'm glad I have this community to help me stay strong through whatever is next, and really have very little to complain about. (
worst case scenario maybe I don't totally 100% max out my tax-advantaged retirement accounts for a year or two..! wahhhh! /s)
Still beekeeping, still reading (right now- Where the Crawdads Sing). Still loving our (now four year old) kid. We are working on becoming licensed for foster care, which I feel anxious/worried about being a decision we could potentially regret for the obvious reasons. Neither of us are gung-ho "let's have another baby", both of us feel concerned about the state of the world/climate change/society and do not have excitement about being responsible for bringing another human soul onto the planet. But I in particular don't feel *done* with growing our family. When I think about the long-term vision it usually includes another person or two in the family we've created. There are loads of children out there already in need of loving homes, yada yada yada. So, this is the direction we are going unless we hit a roadblock or it becomes obviously a bad fit.
About 50% of the houseplants in the aforementioned post are still with us. The rest died a long, slow, very painful death.
With interest rates rising, I think we're going to be in our south-facing house for a while. We knew coming in the HOA wouldn't allow solar on the front roof, so we'll have to find savings in other places.
Solar panels are a bucket list item of mine that probably won't manifest in this decade. It is absolutely effing ridiculous that your HOA doesn't allow solar on the front roof. Who are they, Exxon Mobile?? The Koch Brothers?? I hope that you enjoy everything else about your house and I'm sure the passive heat and extra light you get from the south-facing windows is nice. We're living at the bottom of a hill in the woods so both those things are very limited in our world right now. (Not for long!)
2029 is 7 years away. I'm sure it will be a wild ride and I'm so excited to see how life unfolds until then. Take it easy, y'all. We're in this together!