Awesome!!! Trust me, you can do it!
My husband and I quit smoking for the very last time about 4 years ago and we haven't looked back. The trick for us was reading the book Quitting Smoking the Easy Way by Allen Carr. We have had many friends who quit before us or have quit since and ALL of them have gone back to smoking. The biggest indication that this would be a struggle for them was how they approached it.
I don't have a plan except to stick it out and remind myself that it needs to be done
Much like you they had the idea that they were giving something up, that it was going to be hard but they would push through, take it one day at a time, . Honestly, the book was the best thing we had ever read, and we got it from the library so it was free.
The idea is negative reinforcement I guess or positive depending on how you look at it. He tells you to keep smoking until you finish the book, (my husband has a photo of me smoking while I'm actually reading it). It took both my hubby and me 2 weeks to read it (and it's a short book!), he finished the day before I did, said to himself, I'm gonna roll my one more cigarette, and in the end just didn't because he didn't want to because he wasn't a smoker anymore. I stopped the next day.
The book keeps telling you that you don't want to be a smoker, and eventually you believe it. There is not a day that goes by that I want a cigarette. Mainly when I see other people smoking I think to myself, man, i'm so glad I don't have to go out in the crappy weather and have a cigarette just to come in stinking. It seems cheezy, like really how could a book help you quite. But the mind is a powerful thing, and for the 2 of us, and my mom, it I has worked.
You're not a smoker anymore. You don't need cigarettes and you don't want to smoke. Rock it!