I have $3.45 in the bank (need more to pay $5 service charge a month), 35 cents in cash, $25 or so in cans and bottles to return, 100 km worth of gas in my car, $110 of returns to Walmart. Wood and Pellets for my stove. 1000 lbs of good quality food (need nothing really).
No debts. $28 a month phone (no internet), hydro bill $200-225ish (hope to get this down by insulating better. $3 drop in badminton, pickle ball twice a week.
Also $1500 prop tax bill in April.
No job or income (writing book, low/no cost Reno’s)
I own a $134k house, $8000 Fiat 500 with 50,000 km mileage, a new 2019 moped with 0.7 km.. (less than 1 km!). And all the clothes, sports equipment etc. I need. Plus gym membership until August paid up. No house insurance, paid auto insurance until October.
This is until July 1st (or selling house, listing in spring).
Need $250 a month in expenses. And to save $1500, and improve house virtually for free. Say $300 of spending.
So need to make $3500 Not working for anyone else. Have about $1500 of kijiji/garage sale things. So let’s make that $2000. Minimum.
My goal is to return the cans. But 1 joint to smoke on Dec 31st midnight with people outside a local bar. And but essentially nothing for up to 6 months. If I earn money, it goes in to making the house worth more when I list it in say March.
I am 44, quit smoking, drinking and weed that was costing me $40-$60 a day. I thought it was helping my PTSD, but it was making it all worse.
Also 142 lbs, 5’6” 44 year old male. Weak, chubby by 15 lbs at least I lost 60 lbs getting off meds in
Last 24 months. And I am now slimmer but weak. I could bench like 85 lbs max probably. My legs are pretty strong though. I am right, lumpy lower back muscles.
Physically... July 1st. 145-150 lbs. Benching my weight. With 5 lbs on my belly. Goal is mass gain and yoga and stretching. Shooting on hockey net on driveway rink I made, walk 15 min to pond, or 30 min to skate on maintained outdoor rink. Maybe get my sell to work on a farm in the summer, like I did at 24 years old.
Career... actually write. Either my life story or fiction or poetry. Idk, not really caring about selling it as actually doing it daily, for my spirit and to not be rudderless.
Social, this town is not ideal. But daily dog long dog walks, twice weekly sports, 3 day week gym, being outside. Maybe some self employment, shovel driveways help move wood? Library for movies, books, CDs internet, podcast downloads.
Transportation. 4 bus tickets, 100 km of gas left, new bike this year, endless outfits of best Appropriate winter clothing possible, all new or like new. -30 is no excuse, nor is rain or anything.
Goal: soft weak ass PTSD abuse victim to bad ass stoic muscle bound, graceful, proud athlete. Or be like MMM really, essentially. Not to idolize him... but to kick my own ass out of consumerism, being soft.
I have already started as of Dec 23rd really. But officially Jan 1st after I share that $5 joint with people on New Year’s Eve outside a bar nearby.
That is some badass if I can do it. I get an “out” for finding money, returnable cans etc. I can buy eggs, milk or cream if I earn it 10 cents at a time. Otherwise I don’t Need it.