How close to FIRE are you?
The other day, my wife said I might have a touch of Senioritus.
I've noticed two things as my FIRE date approaches:
I am not a bad procrastinator but at this point, whatever it is that I want or needs doing will be easier/better once I FIRE, so why not wait until then to tackle whatever it is. Although, this thought process probably didn't really start until I was in the last 5-6 months leading up to FIRE so I don't have a huge backlog of deferred activities. Cold, dark evenings do not help either.
I am not generally an anxious person, but coming down to the wire on FIRE has certainly upped my stress level despite it being a goal for nearly two decades. Earlier this year, when I postponed my FIRE date due to a few reasons I described in my journal, I felt an immediate sense of relief. When I felt the relief, I knew instantly that my pending FIRE was indeed causing additional stress. This time around, I can clearly recognize the source and deal with it better, but one of my main symptoms is lack of energy. Partially due to poor sleep when I am excited or stressed but I also think I am using quite a bit keeping my mouth shut at the office!
I have no worries about finding my enthusiasm for life after FIRE. Even a two week vacation from work is enough to get me excited about all the things I would like to do, until I return to the office. Only this time, I won't return!
I have to admit that I am always a tad jealous of the people that "discover" that they are FI and can just pull the trigger at will. Sure does seem easier when it is a surprise vs. clicking off the days!