Posting to follow (and get in on the conversation).
I keep thinking about how things are so rapidly changing in this. Just last Saturday I sat down early morning like now and started to see how we all were headed straight for a brick wall. I was anxious and nervous at work on Tuesday and Wednesday, but everyone else seemed business as usual. Then on Thursday everyone collectively looked up and panicked. Grocery stores were being emptied with people stocking up, schools were closing across the county, libraries followed behind, churches and synagogues moving to online (or at least encouraging people to not come)...
Just last weekend my family (parents, in-laws, and siblings) were still trying to optimistically plan what excursions we wanted to do on our cruise in June. Now that Canada has closed ports through July I can't help but think its not going to happen.
When I called on Thursday to encourage my MIL to pull grandma from her adult day-care, I was surprised when MIL asked if I thought it was really necessary. I predicted her to just need someone else to say it out loud to feel like she could go ahead and do it. I said yes, your state now has its first confirmed case, and the fatality rate for her age and health conditions mean she's highly at risk. (This is easily the grandparent my husband and I are most concerned for, even before the virus started).
I can't help but feel in the last week I've felt more pessimism about the future than any other point in my life. Its frustrating to feel that life as we know it is likely going to change for a very long time, and no one seems to want to realize and accept that. Everyone at my workplace thinks "there's no way this place will close" but I can tell you, workplace drug testing has a threshold of demand that can drop to make a lot of us not necessary, and that's assuming we don't hit the point that requires us closing based on the spread of this virus. My husband has been protesting my encouragement to WFH for almost a week now (thankfully the office is close to forcing his hand...)
I was folding a t-shirt from my marathon race. I ran the half marathon two years ago, and the marathon last year. Its supposed to happen in November, but a nagging thought passed me by that its unlikely to happen now. My spring half marathon is already postponed to October, but I'm skeptical on that one as well.
The state is closing a bunch of alcohol stores starting Monday, so once they open today hubs and I are going to go stock up.
And crap I used to get from Amazon within a day or two is already taking three, which I don't take as a very good sign.
But, a funny to keep my post from being all doom and gloom; a coworker stated "I used to cough to cover up my farts, now I fart to cover up my coughs!"