OMG I devoured Equally Shared Parenting. LOVED it. There are so many good ideas in there, and DH is going to read it, and we'll just see, I guess, but I am really encouraged. It's the first parenting book I have cracked that didn't give me a near panic attack. It felt so much like the first time I read Your Money or Your Life - just "right" - such a similar philosophy.
Among the arrangements mentioned in the book:
- both parents work 80%, only need day care three days a week
- alternating shifts
- self-employment allows flexible schedules
- father saves up paternity leave to take it in dribbles throughout the maternity leave or once maternity leave has ended
- Four 10-hour days
- Shift hours to stagger home time with kids (also may take advantage of lesser commute times if in off-peak hours)
- Work from home
One thing that stood out for me was the idea of being an artisanal worker - doing the very best you can do in the job you've chose, rather than always striving or reaching for the promotion, the raise, the next thing. I tend to do the striving waaaaay more than my husband. The argument is that when you are good - REALLY good - at what you do, you have more power in your workplace or to change workplaces if need be and to negotiate that optimal situation because you as a worker are worth it for the employer to make some flexible arrangements. Of course, I'm sure this isn't ALWAYS the case, but it makes a lot of sense.
We read the ESP book late in my pregnancy and it helped reframe the way we thought about child raising on many levels. It also lead to a few raised eyebrows from our in-laws when they saw it on the coffee table and asked what it was all about, since they are from the traditional man is the breadwinner, woman does the childrearing generation. I had a lot of ideas of how we would handle childcare before our baby was born, and pretty much none of them held out, but for kicks here's a list...
-Work part-time from home 3 days a week, watch my baby + my friend's baby 2 days a week (alternating in-home care with her). We planned on having kids at the same time, but she got divorced before I got pregnant so that plan went out the window. I would still be open to this if another friend suggested it after baby is weaned, but that's a long way away.
-Have MIL watch baby in her home since she lives 20 minutes away en route to husband's job and is retired. MIL is the anti-baby-whisperer, no way we could've known that baby would pick up on her anxious energy and not want to be around her all day, also baby is exclusively nursed (refuses the bottle) so out-of-home care is not an option anymore.
-Have a nanny come over to our house during the day while I work and still nurse on demand. The only girl we considered for this option got a great full-time gig right after baby was born, and we aren't ready to bring a stranger into our home quite yet.
-Work alternating shifts (husband days, me nights). This was comfortable since I've been working "nights and weekends" for 3 years now (getting my side gig off the ground and eventually turning it into self-employment). Turns out baby is a bear at bedtime and only wants mommy, so I end up being the "on" parent at night as well.
We knew a while back that traditional daycare was not for us (I didn't want to have kids just so I could pay someone else to raise them). The biggest thing we did to help was me being self-employed, which took TWO YEARS of me working two challenging engineering jobs to make that leap possible - we lived off of just my husband's income to know we could do it in case my side gig tanked, and we still do that, my self-employed income is 100% towards FIRE. It can be feast/famine from week to week so we knew we wanted our household budget based on his regular weekly paychecks. So..... how does it work in real life now? We have a 4-month old, and here's how we make it work without paying for childcare...
-Husband works 9/80 schedule (every other Friday off) - this is a HUGE benefit for us, and his employer recently suggested a 4-10 schedule that we want to try out when it becomes available. This means that every other Friday he is home to watch the baby 100% (except when I'm nursing) and I can get a big chunk of work done. This took some adjusting since that day used to be his play day, but he's learning ways to involve the baby in his hobbies - they jog together a lot & she watches him do stuff around the house.
-If I have work to do on any given day, nap time is work time. This was hard to get adjusted to ("sleep when the baby sleeps"), but it forces me to be extremely productive if I know I only have 30-45 minutes at a time to work. Again, I got conditioned to this type of work schedule over the past 2 years of having this side-gig and cranking out assignments between my day job and social life. This is tough considering what I do is pretty mentally challenging (mechanical engineering), so I make sure to save the most intellectually challenging parts of my job for when she's asleep. I do administrative tasks (invoicing, e-mails) while nursing or while she sits on my lap watching YouTube videos on my 2nd monitor.
-I don't do many conference calls, and anyone I call knows I have a baby in the room with me. This is a perk of being self-employed and picking my clients, they are all extremely baby friendly, one lady even brings her infant into the office with her.
-COFFEE... before baby it was my responsibility to make breakfast and coffee every morning, but now our morning routine consists of Daddy doing the first diaper change (he gets up early to shower/run and go to work outside of the home), brewing a pot of coffee, making us a smoothie and putting baby in her swing for some gentle wake-up time next to my bed. I get to sleep in during this process, about 30 minutes, which is great since I'm up for the middle-of-the-night feedings (not many, maybe 1-3 a night, we're lucky she sleeps well in her bassinet next to me). I drink 2 cups of coffee a day, any more and I get too jittery.
-Toys in the office: right now she's napping next to me in her swing (we have 2, one in our bedroom and one in the office). She just got done playing on her exercise mat (we have 2, one in the office and one in the living room). She is always entertained/occupied, and having duplicate sets of baby gear really helps so I'm not constantly dragging stuff throughout the house.
-Let her sleep anywhere she wants - I don't force the crib yet, she wakes up right away when I try it. If she falls asleep in the stroller when we're on a jog, I wheel her into the office with me and start working again until she wakes up.
-Lower expectations on cleanliness/housework (i.e. MMM recent article) - the house is messy. We have an infant, visitors deal with it. I keep it reasonably clean since physical clutter affects my sanity, but we don't clean as much as other folks. I often skip daily showers (got used to this in engineering school lol) since nap time is work time. Fancy dinners are out the window - husband makes a lot of salads, sandwiches for us.
-REMOTE DESKTOP - HUGE help... I can remote into my work computer (it's only one room away) from my laptop that sits on the couch with me, so if baby falls asleep on me on the couch and I become her "couch hostage", I just turn on the laptop and boom, start working right there. This is part of our bedtime routine too, she takes her pre-bedtime-nap on me on the couch while I work on the laptop and husband watches TV.
I started working again when baby was 5 weeks old, and I got very frustrated when I tried to fit her into my old routine. Instead, I followed her cues (and ignored every. single. person. who told us "you GOTTA get her on bottles", "you GOTTA get her sleeping in her crib", "you GOTTA get her on a sleep schedule"...) and she sets the pace. Her daily habits are becoming more regular, you can't set your watch by it but you can plan your day around it. Before she was born I worked about 35 hours/week (again for myself, from home), now I work between 12-20 depending on the workload. The best part about being self-employed is you aren't tied to a desk for 40 hours a week, you get your stuff done and move on with your life (kinda like getting your homework done early in college so you could enjoy the weekend). It incentivizes me to work efficiently and smarter instead of sitting my butt still and "making it take an hour" like in the 9-5 consulting world.
Regarding ESP - my husband still works full time and he took a 2 week paternity leave. As soon as he went back to work they sent him across the country for 2 weeks back-to-back work travel, it forced me to learn how to take care of my baby by myself (sink or swim), my mom didn't come to visit until baby was 2 months old. The best part of that book was the notion that
you don't need boobs to do every single parenting task. For example, my husband is just as capable of calling the pediatrician and scheduling a well-baby visit as I am (and he does now). That said, sometimes baby just needs mommy and we have to respect her needs (especially during growth spurts where she nurses all day long). I work not because we need the income, but because we want to retire early (when baby is just starting kindergarten) and me sacrificing sleep/cleanliness/free time now is going to allow us to have that much more time with her as she's growing up.