Yep, this is a classic gambling addiction, but laced with components of social media addiction.
The problem is not about investments, it's about behavior. You need to obtain assistance with your behavior before you can be prosperous or happy.
Action 1: Google "addiction counselor near me"
Yes, counseling costs money, but an unaddressed addiction costs over 10x as much. Addictions bankrupt people, destroy lives, and break up family/friend connections. Even if you are currently somehow 100% positive you do not have an addiction, you should have a pro verify this because the consequences of being wrong about that are so severe. You have the most lucrative investment in the world in front of you, and it's counseling.
Reminder...
Action 1: Google "addiction counselor near me"