@Nick_Miller Interesting article. Any movement on your second act?
Not yet. The school year is coming up in August, and I'd have to really pivot fast to grab a teaching job this year. The problem is that my teaching cert will expire in 2 years if I don't use it now, so there's a bit of a "ticking clock" going on. It's either I jump in this year, or else I'd have to go back to school and take some classes to get a new cert.
Financially, jumping into teaching now would be challenging. I'd have to work until age 62 (even if I don't like it) and our financial momentum would slow greatly although I'm very confident I could retire at 62 if I wanted to.
But the thought of riding out another 2 or 3 years of legal work is almost equally distasteful. I feel like I'm "wasting" some of my last good years doing work I have no passion for.
So basically right now I'm High Income, Low Purpose, and Medium Freedom
Teaching would (maybe) be Medium Income, High Purpose, and Low Freedom.
I say "low freedom" for teaching mostly because of all the red tape, plus having to physically be in a classroom every day (and having to learn how to time restroom needs), but also because our overall trajectory would be locked in for a decade.
Switching my plan to substitute teaching might be the answer: Low Income, Medium Purpose, High Freedom. Much less red tape, and I'd own my nights and weekends, plus have summers off. And I could do that without a cert. So maybe I limp along here for another year or 2 and then just throw myself into this.
I guess it comes down to that I want purpose in my work. I want to be proud of what I do every day. My heart's just not in this anymore. I want a new challenge, something to get excited about for my 50s and beyond. My current "Limping to the finish line" mindset is just really depressing and it makes me sad.