Hi. I've posted an earlier thread about my situation as a tech college student with little money to earn and little desire to spend. I've been digging deep into finance research and I've been pumped to discover that many of my mentalities align with a future frugal lifestyle (we're halfway through the month and without lacking anything, including socialising, I've spent little over your equivalent of $8).
Things have... developed. I've started eating healthy, tracking all of my life satisfaction in all major areas (mental stability, health, rest, social, and other 19), exercising regularly, researching finance, advising more selectively, tracking my meager expenses, exploring the city more, meditating, writing how I feel a bit more, and a bunch of other good habits.
However, college is starting within two weeks and I feel incredibly burned out. There's so many ways in which I could improve and build and there's no way I can do all of them, even a bit of each, every day. As such, I find it difficult to keep up a good habit for more than a few days consecutively (how could I possibly have enough willpower and need for all of them?) and I self-flagellate really horribly when I fail to keep up or end up giving in to lesser impulses. I feel like I'm doing a pretty poor job of everything most of the time, and when I do a good job, I feel like it's unsustainable (eg. I've meditated, exercised for half an hour, unravelled some of my psyche in my journal, cooked and ate well, maintained a healthy relationship with society, researched finance... there's no way I can do it again the day after.). Also, I've started a career orientation training and in a few weeks I plan to e-mail the team leader of a web dev company I'm very interested in for an internship.
College is starting soon, and it feels like a looming, horrendous threat, not because it's too bad, but because it'll cut all of my energy and time into pieces, and I'll be even less satisfied with my efforts to improve. It's also leading me to "cram" self-improvement and self-flagellate if I've failed to stay above my "better self" line. I should prioritise, I know, but it feels bad, to the point of mental screaming inside, to willingly ignore an area I should develop. It sounds rationally healthy to just put off finance research or this thing or that thing while I improve in only a handful of ways, but it feels like I'm ignoring a glaring problem that will bite me the moment it decays to a certain level of death!
I need your help, mustachians. How do I avoid self-improvement burnout, prioritise and keep myself sane while not feeling like certain areas of me aren't moving fast enough?