holy shit dude really. - i assume you're trying to market time with this and left it there for all of last year and lost out on 20k in profit so now its still just being squandered. shit this year you've missed almost 5k already
Easy there - take a deep breath - 2birds1stone could have just as easily lost half of it in that time frame as well. Whatever lets him/her sleep at night. Everbody's emergency fund tolerance is different. I've read enough to know that you're pretty aggressive with your savings and investment methods, but not everyone is.
Thanks for the feedback and perspective.
For me it's a mental block. When I discovered FIRE in January of 2012 I never ever imagined I would be earning close to the income I had over the past 3 years. Originally I planned on FIRE at 50, since I was under the impression my income would be around $50k/year gross for my entire career.
I started investing, rather conservatively at first, and then got more aggressive. I made a number of mistakes that investors tend to make. Picking sectors, trying to time the market, buying gold/silver close to their peaks in 2011-2013, etc.
I slowly trained myself to take a 3 fund approach in my investment account, and have been maxing them (401k, Roth IRA, and HSA) for the past 3 years, with an allocation of 80/20.
My income exploded due to some right place, right time career moves and opportunities, and in 2016-2017 I was able to save ~$100k outside of my retirement accounts, as well as grow a $40k taxable position with vanguard.
My career took a nosedive, and my income and job security could be gone without notice at any moment. My fiance, is in the same boat in terms of job right now.
I continue to invest $1725/month into 401k at 80/20, and $533/month into HSA, she does $458 to roth and $1500/month to 401k at 90/10.......but for some reason I keep holding onto my pile of cash.
I guess I'm afraid of throwing it into taxable and having the market correct strongly, I know my tolerance for volatility is low. If it weren't for my large cash pile, I don't think I would have the stomach for an 80/20 portfolio in my investment accounts.
@boarder42 is right, it's definitely suboptimal, and I will have to work longer for the same return, but I'm also way ahead of where I expected to be financially at this age, and I can't seem to bring myself to dump large amounts into my taxable account.
My strategy moving forward is however to keep the $100k in liquid MM/CD/etc accounts, and anything I make moving forward above and beyond my retirement accounts, will get DCA'd into my taxable account. Slowly reducing the cash position as a % of my net worth...which right now is absurdly high (28.7%)