Since your little lost
@sjc0816, best you give more time with yourself first.
Like, get some clarity straight to have that vision of yours.
You said your dream job is to be a personal trainer, of what?
And you are a fast learner you said. Which for me a very very great skill to have.
You can learn anything, but there's one thing you need to find out, harness it, and make use of it for a lifestyle you've been dreaming of.
Just one thing.
Maybe you're not really looking for a job.
Maybe you are looking for a living, not necessarily working others anymore. Since you told us you don't care about the money at th8is point.
Think inside the box first. Yourself. Not outside of the box like others would say.
Put aside what people looking for the meantime.
Dig your self a little more and after that, see if there's someone looking for sleeping BEAST inside of you that you can share to the world.
I have a little exercise here that might help you. Try it. Give it a try. This is just a start to have some clarity of your vision.
1.
a. What do most people who know you really well say you’re good at?
b. What hobby or activity do you most enjoy?
2.
a. What would you say you’re good at?
b. If you could do anything for a week, what would you do?
3.
a. What skills or expertise do friends and family always turn to you for?
b. In what category would you earn a blue ribbon, gold medal, and every other top prize?
4.
a. As a child, what did you want to be when you grew up?
b. In the last five years, what do you remember dreaming about doing professionally?
5.
a. If you could create your own how-to website or write your own how-to book, what topic
would you tackle?
b. If you did not need money, what would you do professionally?
Narrow down your response. Look back at your answers to questions A and B in number one. Which
would you rather pursue right now if you had to pick one? Circle it. And that's your sleeping BEAST!
I hope this can help you. If you find this thing you are really good at, use it to make a fortune not just working in diverse jobs that come your way.
You might need a TEMPORARY job to support your basic bills and family, but don't stop making this dream just living on your head. Your dream is the reality already.
You have to take tiny steps to meet your dream on the side of the hump. :)
You did pretty well in a job that you hate.
Why not do something pretty well on a job you love? ;)
Life is to short to work on a job you hate. :)