Dear forum members
I thought for a month of deliberation whether to publish this post.
Please you, call a few minutes of your time, I will try to reduce as much as possible.
First let me introduce myself and then I'll explain why I appealed to you
My name is Guy, an Israeli Jew, lived in Israel in a rented apartment in the city as "Petah Tikva".
More in my youth I remember my friends and I would walk and excited about every little thing, kids.
I remember we were walking in cities rich and luxurious homes excited about,
Then we ask, "Do you think that the day will come and we will be the one?".
We mainly dream and share stories with each other about successful people in the world, inspiring,
And are trying to work as a model.
As the years went by I did not have the resources and the initial money to start my own business,
And to tell the truth, I was afraid to crash.
Years have passed since then. Today I am 26 years old.
Since my release from the IDF until six months ago, I worked as a hired as a salesman in all kinds of companies in Israel.
I wanted to share with you since getting laid off from work last, I looked for many jobs, I went to a job interview and not was accepted.
Slowly I began to go to bed late at night and get up in the afternoon and so I could not go further job interviews, the reason I was Mentally destroyed and could not get up in time It made me get up at night and sleep in the morning.
Also go to the employment office and receive unemployment benefits could not
Today I'm drowning in my own debt, all my credit cards blocked.
With limited accountability minus 60 thousand shekels.
(Yes, in Israel you can enter a negative account)
Today, I have no money to pay rent and each time I find another excuse to pull the landlady, Meanwhile hoping things work out the economic situation.
the companies Orange and American Express began threatening me with legal treatments that I can not raise money to close the debt.
The current situation at the moment is that I have no money to buy food for myself.
Last week I started to go out and look for money on the floor all over the place,
Hoping perhaps to find certain amount, even though I know the chances are very small.
You might be asking yourself if I use the family and friends?
To tell the truth, my parents helped me pay rent each month and it is also the owner of the apartment after persuasion take their help.
My parents helped me to pay one month's rent, and that's even after they persuading me to accept their help and I'm ashamed to contact them and friends.
I short distance from taking a loan gray market and I fear A situation that I can not get out.
I know there are people in their situation worse my situation sink into enormous debt and thrown into the street, i know and I do not want to get to it because I know that with a little help I get out of all this mess.
I helped a lot of courage to write this letter and its English translation. And the very dilemma whether to send it at all.
After all, we do not know each other You do not have interest in helping me
If you read the letter so far so I'm really sorry for taking your precious time, I wrote a letter rather long.
The reason I turned your forum, it is just a gut feeling. And of course a shame to publish such a letter at Israel.
I'm a perfectly normal, sometimes easier to open a person far and tell you what is in your heart really, than a relative.
If you can help me out of the goodness of your heart, you did a mitzvah and I will not forget you have it forever.
Sincerely, Guy