So I have been unhappy with my profession for quite some time. It does not fit me anymore. I cannot handle sitting at a desk all day doing stupid things. I like a few of the things I do, but most are pointless. I am sick of auditors & new regulations made up by old men just for the fun of it. My health suffers due to this kind of work - both mentally and physically. I can't quit as of yet, we're working hard to get out of debt and getting close. DH also only has a contract job currently. Goal is to hopefully have him get a full time position with benefits in a new location and me quit and find something else to make money that doesn't make me miserable. But since I have to stay for now, I started applying to new jobs in the same role. Not sure which is the lesser of two evils - stay where you are, bored and irritated, but secure and comfortable, or go somewhere else and have to pretend to work hard and that you give a shit, but at least its not the current situation. I was reading some blog about wanting to find new direction and it suggested not finding another job in your same role but to use that energy into finding something else completely. So I have no idea what to really pursue. Any advice???