Thank you everyone for the support and comments!! I think the whole thing just took me by surprise.
I've always been frugal. It's how I was raised (Asian/Chinese heritage). I was fortunate to have been born into a financially comfortable family. But being a Chinese family, we lived like we only made $12k/year and if we want extra, we had to work for it. We always had enough. I even had lots of toys! My parents would throw us a (potluck) party on our birthdays and that's how we got them. They'd spend $50 on food (veggie stir fry noodles with little sides and basic drinks) and invite 20-30ppl. We got at least 10 really nice toys each birthday and end up with lots of food! Despite their frugalness, we always go on trips. By the time I was 6yrs old I've been half way around the world. Culture and open mindedness has to be learned in person.
Before I quit my job to move overseas and be a SAHM, I was making more than hubby. But we lived just on his salary. Cars were paid for, my hobbies were free (I got really good at them that companies hired me to do work for them and so I got 75% of my supplies paid for :)), and our really nice house was a low mortgage (yay for sweat equity and we were also the general contractor -- the bank we borrowed from trusted us). I still loved shopping at Pottery Barn, Crate and Barrel Williams Sonoma, etc but to me, they were investments -- once you go good knife, you can't go back ;) Plus I always buy when they are on sale. It was only when people visit our house (and being in the country, it wasn't often), that they wonder how much we took home and where the rest of our money went. But nobody ever ask or comment although I did influence my colleague to start investing!
Now, we live in a house paid for by the government in England. Utilities included. 90% of our friends now are British. None of them has a clue how much we make (or maybe they do, military pay is online after all) although everybody and their realtors know that the military people gets a (high) housing allowance which drives the rental prices up quite a bit around this area. They just assumed that we make enough and the nice things we have we're from our purchases before we moved here. We've been here over 4yrs and never talk about finances with friends. Until the other day.
We love our friends but good gosh, most spend like it's their last day on earth!! These same friends are the type to buy similar things for all their kids just to be fair. So if one kid needs shoes, all three would get shoes. When the kids get Christmas money, they would go shopping and spend it all. If at the end of the month they have extra money, they feel like they did well. I can see how it's odd to them when they heard me say to hubby: "Well, I decided to buy the shoes I wanted next month since dd1 needs some soon." When they asked why wait and I explained that it's not in the budget, they felt a bit dumbfounded (they know at least we don't live paycheck to paycheck). So I got to telling them about me budgeting for everything, a big yearly budget and a monthly. They said in the 4yrs they knew me they didn't realize I was this tight and strict with the spending. They're tight because they don't make enough (or they said they don't make enough, they both work professional jobs) where we're tight by choice. To them, our lifestyle sounds miserable. When I tried telling them that I love saving and watching our money grow, I felt like they were thinking I was Scrooge :/
I've only been here for a few weeks, here in this forum that is. I found you all by accident while researching on investing (since I just divorced Edward Jones). And sooooooo happy to find others (non-Asians and family, ha ha) who are more frugal than I am! My hubby's not bad but he still thinks I am crazy sometimes :) It's great to know that there are far crazier folks than me and that they are close to seeing results or already there!!