Brief overview of my situation: $2mm net worth, house paid off, money split between pension and savings 75% pensions 25% savings. 44% of net worth in house. 1 kid and wife will carry on working as a junior analyst in a bank.
But $#@%$# the money...
I am coming to the time of FIRE at 45 with full support of my wife. A writer with six published books (I even make a little money from it!), the plan is for me to follow my passion and care for our son, keep house, cook, grow veg, etc.
I come to this after 22 years of struggling to write in the early mornings and evenings, paying my own way to readings in foreign countries etc etc, all the while doing a day job I never liked. This year in particular my job has become "increasingly senior", I've made lots and been headhunted for three jobs, all the while having no energy for anything else, barely even our son - which is what's precipitated the move to FIRE in January 2016.
Here's the thing. My resolve is wobbling a bit. Not because of money stuff - just because I am, at the moment, so tired and burnt out from working my a$$ off that, in darker moments, I wonder if I'm too old to go after what I really want, I wonder if I'm being fair to my wife although bless her soul she supports me 100%... I sometime wonder if I shouldn't just knock on being a suit for however long then retire to a fat pension I don't really want.
Anyway, am wobbling a bit. i'm sure I'll go through with the change. I'd particularly appreciate the thoughts of those who have just recently FIREd or are coming up to it.
Thanks -
Bolshewik