Thanks to a lifetime of semi-frugal habits, DW and I are on track to FIRE in about 5 years when we will be in our early-to-mid 40s. I am rather desperate to find a way to accelerate this process. The obvious solution is to pursue any one of many paths to increase my earnings. I could:
-pick up another certification or two
-provide my boss a roadmap to expand my area into a department, with me as director
-apply for higher-paying positions elsewhere
-accomplish something awesome at work, such as writing a winning proposal or helping a business unit turn itself around
-cross-train in IT functions
So the way forward is clear. Yet, each day at work seems like I'm doing something foolish for being there instead of pursuing my own interests. I can't stand working any more, I can't wait to get out, I'm bored to death, and I have to leave my phone in the car or I'll read FIRE blogs and check stock prices all day at work.
I've always been a goal-oriented person and I've always diligently pursued goals that involve long periods of effort to achieve intermittent goals. Examples: flipping a house doing almost everything myself, earning a graduate degree, learning Linux so I could build a home theatre PC and watch movies. So it's not that I lack the ability to focus or that I'm inherently lazy. It's that I'm setting this goal to earn more, and finding myself unable to move toward doing it. I imagine myself at the next level of my profession, having accomplished lots of professional goals, and I just don't have a strong desire for it. I don't want to be that person.
Maybe it's a brain versus heart thing. Or maybe I want to accelerate FIRE because I'm burned out, but can't because I'm burned out. It is utterly illogical to want FIRE so badly and to be unable to take the simple steps that would get me there with an additional year or two of my life intact!
I honestly can't fault my employer. The conditions and culture are great, I earn average pay for my position, I report to a COO and have a high level of trust / autonomy, work zero overtime, and my organization is a nonprofit that does meaningful work that I agree with. My commute is 5-15 minutes, and when I ride my bike it's 20-25 minutes. I honestly have no excuse for my low morale, except perhaps that I've been doing the same things for a whole whopping 5 years and I might need a challenge.
Has anyone else known exactly what they should do but hit a motivational wall? Any advice, besides the approach of earlyretirementextreme.com or taking a sabbatical?
The thing is, if I don't do something about my work morale, I can't count on the status quo continuing for another 5 years.