So I'm leaving law enforcement to start a private security company. I'm on FMLA, week 6 of 9, and then when it's over I'm going to quit. I was extremely excited at the beginning of the leave, but as the time frame closes in on actually leaving, I'm getting nervous, scared, anxious, and having second thoughts. I have been a cop for over 8 years, and haven't really liked it since year 2. I have been looking for a way out, but the money is really good and the job security is excellent. My heart isn't in it, and my wife doesn't want me in it, but it is so hard to walk away from something when it's the only thing you have ever known (first real job out of college).
Anyone else ever go through this? I mean I know I would be making the right move to get out of law enforcement due to the poor conditions surrounding it, which have been deteriorating for years, poor work hours, danger of the job, morons in charge, personal liability, etc.
If I had millions of dollars I would just start a business anyways to see if I could make it since both my parents are entrepreneurs that's all I knew growing up. And that idea tells me that getting out and starting a business is what I should do. I have never felt accomplished being a cop, there is no way to measure true success in the career. In a business, your success is visible. I can tell you this, if I was already rich I wouldn't go be a cop!
I guess it boils down to something I have a desire to do vs easy money which provides a comfortable living for my family.