July had ups & downs for me, but mostly ups. It was very, very quiet (our two teens were spending 3 weeks with my parents).
A few happiness moments:
-After not being alone with my spouse for any chunks of time in 15+ years, it's clear that we are still a good match/will enjoy each other in retirement. It's not that I doubted this, it's just that our lives are pretty busy & kid focused.
-I started to get used to the quietness. In many ways, it was so wonderful & relaxing. In other ways, it made me aware that I will have time for additional hobbies/friends/activities
-My 14 y.o finally said he missed me, on a call. Only took three weeks. ;-) My teens can be very surly, so this was an unexpected surprise
-My kids & my dad participated in a huge fundraiser (that my dad organized & led). I was a bit anxious about it (biking 40 miles of mountain biking, in the dark with headlamps for the kids, & almost double that for my dad). It all went well, they exceeded their fundraising targets, everyone survived without injuries, and both the kids & my dad are thrilled with the feeling of completing such a big event. My dad is 71, so this was a big deal for him, and has kept him in great shape the past couple of years.
-I finally have a doctor's appointment on Wednesday. It's part of why July has been hard for me, but knowing that I'm meeting with experts & will get some answers to long standing questions & challenges feels like a lot of progress.
Also, I made myself a delicious cup of tea this morning. It's cool enough for tea, and that's always a win.