When I got married several years ago, I thought I was on track to live my modest dreams. Nice husband, wee cozy house on God’s little acre in Pennsylvania, two lovely children, family nearby, homeschooling, 2 solid used cars, and Mom with a little digital project management side hustle to help us reach FI.
We weren’t a rich family, but we were contented and happy. Or so I thought. But it all came crashing down three years ago when my husband left me for someone else.
He kept the house on God’s little acre (‘twas his before marriage). He donated one of the cars rather than let me have it. He kept the other car. I took the only thing that matters – the two lovely children – and moved back in with my folks in NJ.
For the past three years, I admit, I have been treading water in hopes that he would come to his senses and return. But it hasn’t happened, and it may never happen. Now I need to move ahead and reclaim my modest dreams on my own, but the separation has left me hemmed-in and financially devastated and I don’t know what the right direction is. So I turn to the Mustached Minions for help.
I’ll give you all the details, but here are some of my unique opportunities and risks:
Opportunity: Right now I live with my parents, completely free of charge.
Opportunity: I don’t even own a car currently. I use my parents’ and they pay for it. The reason “why” is detailed in the RISKS below (I’m not a freeloader/parasite by nature):
Risk: The other woman is not able to have children, and she desperately wants mine.
Risk: I retain primary custody of the kids ONLY because my living arrangements allow me to work part-time, from home, and spend all day with the children. If I go back to work, in an office, full-time, my husband will move to take them from me.
Risk: While I am forever grateful to my parents for taking me in. I am very unhappy living with them. I feel like I am living in a hotel. Nothing is mine. I’m always on eggshells lest I annoy them. They are very tough to live with. (I’m sure it’s no picnic for them, either, having a middle-aged daughter and two noisy preschoolers around all the time)
Risk: If I move, I need to get my husband’s approval. I can’t move very far, or he will try to use it as a way to get the kids. So I am kind of stuck in northern New Jersey (this is also where my clients are).
Life Situation
In late 2015, my husband left me for another woman. He filed for divorce, but hasn't pursued it further, so we are legally still married.
We have two small boys, ages 3 and 4
We are still married, though living apart.
IRS filing status: married-filing singly (I am head of household and I can claim both dependents)
Age: 43
Current Resident State: NJ
Gross Salary/Wages:
I am a part-time freelance project manager. Recently, two of my old bosses have hired me to assist with projects, mostly from home. One is paying me $32 per hour for some data entry work; one is paying me $55 per hour for digital project management. Right now, I am making about $6800 per month, gross. But I don’t know how long it will last! This seems like an opportunity that can’t last forever, but I want to make the most of it while I have it.
Other Ordinary Income:
$740 dollars per month in child support
Monthly Expenses:
Cell Phone $22.00
Gas $33.00
Doctor Visits $83.00
Medicine $10.00
Day Care $1,200.00
Clothing $25.00
Personal Care (supplies & salon) $10.00
Gifts $60.00
Homeschool $50.00
College Savings For Boys $100.00
Miscellaneous $60.00
Legal fees: Varies, but always pricey. I DO have a very good attorney.
Assets (mine before marriage and staying mine):
$200,000 in a zombie Fidelity 401k account
$2,000 in a current SEP IRA account
$456 dollars in a few REIT shares
$9,000 in stock
Liabilities: NO DEBT of any kind. But always looming is the threat of big legal costs if my husband should decide to try to get more custody.
My parents also live in an expensive area. The COL is too high for me to make it in this town on my own.
Question:
What would you do if you were trying to accomplish three things:
1. Retain custody
2. Homeschool
3. Live independently
I am trying to figure out HOW to get out of my parents’ house, while still keeping my nut small enough that I can work part-time from home, support the boys and myself, and homeschool.
It seems like the only way is to stay with my parents and save like mad to buy a foreclosure in a few years. Would any of you use that $200,000 in retirement savings to buy a home in cash with no mortgage, and then save like mad to replace it?
Please, give me an action plan and I will execute against it with dogged persistence!!!!! Right now I am stuck going in circles.