Okay... this is going to be a very personal and emotional post. I've been living abroad for the past two years, so I've been removed from my family and able to live my own life happily. But I'm going back to visit next month, which has brought my family's behaviors to mind once again. If you have any useful advice for helping me approach this visit and my family with a better mindset, I'm all ears.
And so the ranting begins:
My family has an interesting relationship with money. Almost everyone (except my aunt and half-sister) grew up feeling the pinch of not always having enough. Now that they all have enough--way more than enough--they treat money as something they have the right to spend as they wish. The end result is a massive house filled with junk for my grandparents and a more modest sized house even more filled with junk for my mother. Both parts of my family upgrade their SUVs and trucks, which they use to drive only themselves around town, every 2-3 years.
You may have seen in other threads, but my aunt and half-sister take advantage of their parents.
My aunt is almost 40, still lives with my grandparents, doesn't always pay the "rent" she's supposed to ($300 a month for room, utilities, and food that gets put into an envelope for her use when she screws up later on), and worse of all doesn't help around the house--something my aging grandparents might appreciate. She has squandered many opportunities given to her, like having a college degree paid for by her grandmother (she never finished) or having nutrition plans paid for by her grandmother (she is obese). She doesn't really have a career--she just goes from job to job every few years with a lot of off-time in between.
My sister is 20, has a two-year old truck my mom pays for (even though her job is 1.4 miles from her house), dropped out of a culinary school program after only 6 months--but still managed to rack up $16,000 of student loan debt in my mother's name in those 6 months, owes my mom over $3,000 for other random loans, goes out partying often, and shows signs of hoarding (when I went to help her pack for moving a few years ago, she literally packed trash, even though there was a trash bag at hand). Here is an example of her monthly cell phone usage:
- 93 of unlimited mins.
- used 22,830 of unlimited msgs This is basically a text every minute of her life spent awake
- used 1,942 of 6,144 MBs used
My mom's cell phone bill, for her and my sister, is $230 a month. They are on some plan so they can upgrade their phones every year instead of every two years. Instead of buying the phones, my mom pays a monthly fee of $52 for both phones. With my sister's usage, a service like Ting actually would NOT save them money. And I guarantee she's too much of an entitled brat to thoughtfully reduce her usage.
There's a lot more I could add, but I think you get the idea. My family doesn't care about the environment, saving money, living thoughtfully, or anything that is at the core of my values. Because of this, I really don't like my family as people. They're wasteful, mindless consumers who try to substitute love with material goods. I'm not buying it.
I'm an overly rational person and I'm unable to separate my judgment just because they're family.
I'm really just looking for any tips on how to shed these negative ideas long enough to try to enjoy their company during my almost two week visit next month. I'm not even looking to change my thoughts permanently. I just want to make it through this visit and go back to my own life.