After years being on this site for years, trying to convince myself or otherwise "crunch the numbers" to conclude that I could 'soon' shift from working as a FT lawyer to working FT as a novelist, I recently slapped myself in the face and said sternly (to myself), "Nick, at this rate, you have FIVE more years, bare minimum, of working as a lawyer before FIRE is even possible!"
Anyway, I go to work everyday, I do 'fine', I even earned bonuses in the past two months. But my passion is gone. I don't get excited about cases, I don't excited about networking, I don't get excited about fighting with insurance companies. At the end of each day, I just want to go home, hang with the fam, and work on a novel. And I think about 'writing stuff' ALLLLL day long at work; my current book, my next book, my next series, which conferences I will attend, which writers I want to network with, etc. A large percentage of my brain activity is devoted to that stuff. Very little is devoted to my law job. I now view novelists, not lawyers, as "my people."
Who else is limping along at work? Is anyone else constantly daydreaming about 'greener grass', whether that's straight-up FIRE, a more fun job, or just more $ to earn yourself more freedom generally speaking? How do you address such thoughts? Do you have any games or mental exercises that you play with yourself to pass the time, something the equivalent of a paper chain, or does tracking something still so far off just tend to drive a person crazy?
Is it perhaps a badly kept secret that a LOT of people are coasting/phoning it in?