i was honestly thinking:
- 1 small grill v. 1 huge grill + a smoker
- push mower and meh landscape v. nice riding mower and manicured landscape
- sweeping the deck v. using 2 fkn blowers to clear your deck
- economical patio furniture v. a ton of patio furniture and 2 umbrellas
it was all about owning stuff, consumption, and more is better...and it irked me.